Looking Back - A Poem

Looking Back

*A Poem*

At times, I find myself looking back 

like you would in the rear view

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I reflect upon the memories dancing in my mind, sorting out what was true.

The past is a tricky world, 

it's colors are not always clear enough to fully see

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The visions float in and out -

 distorted by emotions that used to be.

The initial grieving process is long and painful 

and slowly brings acceptance

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Time continues to close the gaping wounds inflicted and eventually is past tense.

We cannot change the actual events 

from what has already 

been placed in history 

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Instead - we grow to a comforted place where it becomes part of our story.

Events, people, places and trials all combine 

within us to create 

who we are to be

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Past, present and especially future continue building our character that all can see.

Looking back in order to learn 

what not to repeat, 

the times we found that we had to pause

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Pause to perfect ourselves in ways 

that we may not immediately see or 

even know the cause.

As we take that second glance - 

delving backwards for only a fleeting stay

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Never stay too long in the past - 

rush back renewed to your present day.

Embrace your flaws, your cracks, your past scars 

for they are all lessons for the now

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Lessons to remind you of what it takes 

to be strong today, 

teaching you how.